reckless abandon
| it's been a while | Nov 22, 08 @ 11:41pm |
| decided that i would post a blog since it's been quite some time.
well, i started anti-depressants on november 5th. what a fucking joy right? i honestly can't say that i feel any different. i also really thought that moving would really help with my depression. but i feel like it's making it worse. now that i've moved, i have the computer in my room, tv in my room, pretty much everything that i need. i'm constantly in my room, and i never leave. i'm closer to my good friend abbi which is really great, because i get to see her like almost everyday. but honestly, i really don't like being around people anymore. god, i really fucking hate depression. it has gotten worse since i came out as transgender in july. i mean i haven't had any bad reactions to it, but i'm more depressed now. i really hate blogging about shit like this because i feel like i'm just complaining, and i know you guys don't want to read about shit like that. i think i'm the world's best at hiding my depression. whenever i'm with my friends, i'm the happiest person a live; or i seem to be. i've been dealing with depression since i was about 13 or 14 years old, and it's just gotten worse over the years. i fucking hate this.. gah whatever. |
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