Me Vs. The World
| The hardest thing yet. | Feb 2, 13 @ 8:59pm |
| After life dropped the giant shit ball on me, I met someone last year that made everything better. He decided today that we're better off not together. I'm extremely bitter. It was out of the blue, and I was under the impression everything was perfectly fine between us. The hardest thing about this is, I didn't just lose my boyfriend. I lost my only friend.
Looks like life decided it wasn't my time to be happy. Maybe I'm just one of those girls who always get fed that line, "its not you, its me". because its starting to become a pattern. Maybe its me? I have to be doing this whole dating thing wrong. Whatever, he'll look back and see how much I sacrificed, how much I cared and loved him and realize I've wasted everything for him and the hope of us being together. But I'm done fighting, I'm done fighting for what was never mine to begin with. I just want to know why this keeps happening to me. I've done nothing but try to make everyone in my life happy, abandoning my own happiness. Karma should be on my side for once. What the fuck. |
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| Ziggy | Apr 23, 12 @ 8:45am |
| scariest thing just happened: i heard my cat crying out in pain, so i went though the house looking, not being able to find him. he meowed again but in a different part of the house. So i thought maybe he'd be in the garage.
he was. but he was in the ac vent. STUCK in it. I just had to unscrew it and pull my dusty boy out. poor guys dirty and scared. And apparently someone came to the house while i was at work with an orange cat that looked just like mine that they had ran over. My cat dying on me would be the equivalent of losing a child. I'm so glad he was in the vents and not this poor cat that was hit. Least my parents don't have to break the bad news to me either.  |
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| dissapointed in craigslist. | Feb 18, 12 @ 10:16pm |
| Craigslist is a great resource if you want to buy a car or a boat. It's also great for random and inexplicable things like a large ball of lint or 1,700 assorted door hinges, but it seems sadly lacking content in the pet department. Craigslist, in general, seems a lot like what I imagine a trading post would've been like in the 1880s; Lewis and Clark trading for pick axes and machetes while Aunt Bee sells slices of pie to prospectors who are there looking for blah blah blah. But the pets section of Craigslist is completely different. It's more like Lord of the Flies; the adults are all dead and the only people left are either crazy or sadistic children.
I looked on this page earlier because I was thinking about getting a dog. I like dogs. I grew up with dogs. I like the brown ones. I figured I'd look at some pictures of dogs and pick one out. Nope. For the fourteen gazillion posts on this page, 99% of them can be categorized as either; bizarre pets like marmots or naked mole rats, crazy people arguing the pros and cons of specific breeds of dogs that didn't exist when I was a kid (Really, miniature Chihuahua? How much smaller do they need to get before you run the risk of accidentally inhaling one? And just who the fuck came up with "Labradoodle"? Josef Mengele?), people with 5th grade writing ability correcting the people with 3rd grade writing ability or people I don't know showing me pictures of their dog (Here's a tip: Just because you give it a cutesy-sounding title like "Show and Tail" doesn't make your ad any less annoying to total strangers. It's like pictures of someone else's vacation, you don't really give a shit). The long and short of it is; there might be a nice dog here that would be a good fit for me, but I'll never know because I got tired of reading all this garbage. |
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| OoOoOoOo | Dec 31, 11 @ 2:27am |
| Another ponderous question concerning the letter O. Why is the infinity symbol a sideways 8? I mean wouldn't it make more sense for the symbol for infinity be an O? There are no breaks in the O and it just goes on forever as to where the 8 has a crisscross in the middle which can be perceived as a break in the flow of infinity. | |
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| dear females, | Nov 30, 11 @ 11:42am |
| please stop making that stupid duck kissy face. its ugly and unappealing. unless you want to show people what you look like with a cock in your mouth | |
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| May I have your attention please | Nov 28, 11 @ 11:21pm |
| I have just died from boredom
that is all. no wait. I'd like to thank the academy +bows+ now, that is all. |
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current mood: asdfghjkldkjhasf >< current music: the hum of the computer |
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| Epitome of lame. | Nov 17, 11 @ 1:00am |
| Being bored is bad, being bored and lonely on your night off is way worse. And I'm starting to think I'm getting cabin fever from being cooped up. Kinda like in the shining; All work and no play makes Sarah a dull girl. I've painted my room 3 times since I moved back home. I've used up all my oil paints, I've rearranged my bedroom like 6 times. And now there is absolutely nothing to do. I think someone should fix that. | |
current mood: zombified current music: siouxsie and the banshees. |
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