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| I have a knack for fucking shit up | 8.20.2008 |
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by: metalmistress669 from: My so called life.... | ||
I dont understand why i only get the guys that just want to fuck me and not date me. its like they call me not to spend time with me but my body. i fucking hate it. They dont care how i feel about it either, its like "i get laid, which would obviously make you happy too." no, thats not how it works. when you fuck a girl your fucking with her head too. it makes me sick. especailly when they decide they dont want to talk to you anymore if you dont fuck them. WTF IS THAT BULLSHIT? USE YOU FUCKING HAND NEXT TIME YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! | |||
current mood: upset, pissed. used (an knowing it) current music: Scars-poparoach the time: 9:47pm (EST) |
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| My Story | 8.20.2008 |
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by: Shy from: Life... | ||
I grew up in a pretty messed up situation from the start when I was born there was the autopsy of my birth people scrambling around saying things like who's his father? and when my father finally got the gut's to admit I was his it was the beginning of a long struggle for me. My mother had alway's told me my father was a very caring man but my grandmother was the one who told me the truth about my birth when I was 5...how he left me with my mother alone and the breakup but at that time I was too young to fully understand. My father or Forry had neglected me and shown me nothing but hatred towards me and beat me around and recently stabbed me multiple times and left me to take my sister in the state I was in with only my sweater. I had given my sweater to my sister for warmth for herself. Left to bleed out until I died a lot of things came to mind such as why I continued on in life and why I fought agaisnt it. I fell asleep and believed I would never awake. the autopsy of why I got up the next morning still confuses me maybe I was to do something or maybe not...maybe continuing on is the punishment or hell I've recieved for not trying to stop my uncle from shooting himself... but I'll never understand all I can do really is carry on. for the first 10 years I had taken beating, scoldings for nothing and multiple other things from my father and his side of his family. although my mother was acting as a counter balance for him it wasn't enough for she doesn't care at all I've seen people die, I've seen abuse, I've also seen gunbattles all in all I know and seen a lot. I've let go and moved on from everything in the sense I don't beat myself up anymore the memories are there but they don't hurt anymore. | |||
current mood: current music: the time: 9:42pm (EST) |
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| Voice Comments | 8.20.2008 |
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by: a.better.kiss from: I am the closest thing to God, so worship me and never stop. | ||
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current mood: Eek current music: Innerpartysystem; Don't Stop the time: 9:28pm (EST) |
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| Yeah yeah yeah. :'D | 8.20.2008 |
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by: Manduh.infected from: Word. | ||
RECOGNITION TIEM NAO.
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current mood: Content. current music: A Fiery Stride by Elvenking the time: 9:11pm (EST) |
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| Figures..... | 8.20.2008 |
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by: Legion66 from: I Thought You Cared.... | ||
Thanks for nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | |||
current mood: Dissapointed! current music: Lynch Mob "Dream Until Tomorrow" the time: 9:09pm (EST) |
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| DREAMS | 8.20.2008 |
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by: SUNNY-REY from: | ||
ARE DREAMS REALLY OUR SUBCOUNSIOUS REVEALING ALL THAT WE DESIRE? OR IS IT THAT DREAMS HAVE A FUNNY WAY OF MOCKING REAL LIFE WITH HIDDING MESSAGES IN ITSELF? CAN WE EVER REALLY WIN AGAINST OUR DREAMS >? OR ARE OUR DREAMS CONTROLLING US? | |||
current mood: CONTEPLATIVE current music: EH the time: 8:53pm (EST) |
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| Time for a Change | 8.20.2008 |
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by: X_broken_heart_X from: Depression: the broken record i love to play :( | ||
all the depression all the hate all the things i wish i could change im sick of i want a change a start over a new perspective No longer will your words tear at me and rip me apart no more tears no more hurt I'm changing the way i look at things but the way i look at you is the same as distorted as can be a time for a change the only thing changing is me | |||
current mood: Mood associated with an Epihony current music: thirty secodns to mars the time: 7:44pm (EST) |
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| all hail the heartbreaker | 8.20.2008 |
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by: Beyond_eden from: broken hearts and cheap love lines | ||
she called me. she wants me back. im scared. im hurting. we used to have the perfect love and she broke me like no other. i cant handle this | |||
current mood: current music: the time: 7:35pm (EST) |
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| More Jesus Jokes And Boredom. | 8.20.2008 |
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by: Bathos from: Coping With Toxic Waste | ||
Habitual Earth Strung up as a man Torn down as a babe Jesus on the iron cross Turn an' twist to form a truth Bloodshot terms of trepidation Assault weaponry shipped to suburban doorsteps Bloodshot tears are terrorizing Manic attack burns the doll you are Habitual suicide is the best suicide Habitual disregard is the saviour I need Rivers adulterated run by/diamond wastebins to drown in I've had my home prepared for me Sewers snake below/hollowed earth Returning to that ol' prison I've had a home prepared for me I have the world prepared for me Grandchildren Dharma sweetheart Tanks beached burnin' up Cretin slither that way Cumcatcher slide my way Skeletons of that generation Grounded a scarecrow at the doorstep Get yours from the mass grave It ain't far up the road for your dead heart Grandkids dig up ya bones To fill up the car | |||
current mood: Meh. current music: D:< the time: 7:04pm (EST) |
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| Not COMMUNIST! Just symbolism and provocation..... | 8.20.2008 |
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by: OppositionEvrlasting from: Elaborated Thoughts......... | ||
LOL....... Well turns out Im going to productively waste my time with another one of these incitefully revealing cluster of sentences and paragraphs. If you've been to my profile and looked at all my mediocrely organized shit on there you'd definitely think I was a Redcore Soviet/Communist. I myself have gotten a cluster of whispers with slander and hate condemning me of such things as well as cunning criticisms and question. This itself raises a question from me personally. Why does a pissed off, emotionally wrecked, childhood trauma reminiscent, sexually repressed individual, whom inspite of forces and circumstances of the past which provoked the previously listed feelings, act out of malice, blasphemy, and despair chastise theologian concepts be they Christian,Islam,Judaic,Pagan,or Bhuddist in the name of Lucifer/Satan and yet declares themslf athiest? Let us rephrase the question, why does an individual challenge a specific team/side of a supposed power struggle/saga and chooses the opposing, when they don't believe in either one's existence? Could it be that they are so intensely disgusted and despise the one they've come against from the actions and hypocrisy they've encountered in reality? They've turned in the name of an empty sense of vengeance and reprisal? Could it be that they just feel that way from seeing the mainstream or in-line masses that are more over the status-quo in charge and conforming that its only in spite of what has been the pillars of supposed civilised and order within society? In other words, its just a way to piss off the "establishment"? So in turn if they don't believe then its simply all symbolism and vain outspoken expression with the only purpose of pissing off a handful within one's vague and unpleasant memory.... Well comrades its all that simple really, I myself am not much of the Capitalist (though I believe in some moderate form of enterprise). Communism itself is just a big idea, an unfinished blueprint. Much less revisioning the book "Communist Manifesto" wasn't even completely finished. THE IDEA: "The rule of aristocracy and high classes needs to be done away with, the workers of industry need representation, descent wages and good working conditions, The ultra-wealthy need to give up what they can afford to lose, religion and clergy shouldn't have so much power within society and education, no one needs to be rich, no one needs to be poor, globalization bad, nationalised/regional beauracracy good, no privatised corporations, private property is an illusion so its not necessary, ......... workers of the world unite! Who wants pizza? Nah, I'm thinking Arbys....." Marx was too much of a critic in fact he was more a critic than an intellectual reformer and rabble rousing trouble maker for the imperialists and monarchist governments in Europe. Marx himself admitted, "I myself am not a Marxist". This statement itself means clearly it was all an idea, something that I think needs more work and should be considered. IN FACT, If I was around in the time between Napoleon Bonaparte and the fall of Berlin in 1945. I would've definitely been a communist. I would wholeheartedly fought for the bolsheviks and joined up the Red forces throughout the world. Communism would've best worked at the time of sweatshops and the first steam engine (IT WAS CREATED AROUND THAT ERA AND MADE FOR THAT ERA). So in-terms of the era of NOW with gizmos and gadgets. "Marxist" concepts need revisioning and reform. You know, UPGRADING. I personally see society of ANY country/nation as an organic body/foundation. Necessity must come before material and selfish superficial drives and ego. Food, Health, Clothing, Shelter, Education, Want. All must be met and IN THAT EXACT ORDER. Classless societies sadly are ALL but a fantasy and desire. A "what if/that would be awesome" concept like mermaids, gnomes, concubines without question, and hobbits. They're just non existent and not ever coming to pass. Will never exist. :( Why do people work? For money. No, Why do people work? For productivity and ethic? NO! Why do people work? FOR FOOD! The simple most basic need, nutrition and nourishment. FOOD STAMPS!!! :p YES I believe in working and employment for food rationing and the like. Some wage is of course mandatory for one's personal consumer/desire tendency but only a realistic amount. Electriciy should be regionaly controled not centrally nor privately. Some people just cant fathom the responsibility or capability of maintaining rational use of such things. Healthcare without question should be controlled by the status quo and must be carried out thoroughly without discrimination of whom is recieving. I've developed these concepts and views from my life. Growing up and personal experience. I have my "Marxist/Leninist" sympathies. Of course mainly its because in growing up and going through lifes phases and events. Most of the conservative/right-wing bunch Ive crossed are the slimiest, grimiest,dishonest,irrational,immature,thoughtless,unfair,cowardly,pushover,explotative,racist,hypocrital parasitic, bottom feeding, acorn scrodum sucking slithering smelly pieces of fuck I've ever came across. You know I'm sure not every person that is on that side of the political/social spectrum is not like what all these previous characteristics I listed but, I know one thing that my natural born nemisises and culprits who've been obstacles in my life can all agree on. They are anti-left, anti-marx, the thoughts of socialist progressive working class/people's movement within the united states and abroad make them cringe in disgust like after suprisingly opening a link on the net to a constant slow motion replay of a bestial shit fetish video............. SO, in conclusion. NO Im not a communist! OK? Its a statement/outburst. If anything Im a humanitarian integralist. Integralism and human initiative in the name of necessity and progressivism is essential for society. A Left-Libertarian. So if what ALL I've made clear and explain still makes me a communist? well shit........ http://i350.photobucket.com/albums/q429/D-Jak_photos/Marx.jpg http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u181/random_good_shit/LEFTism.gif http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u181/random_good_shit/che-flag.jpg http://i233.photobucket.com/albums/ee31/slayne_straightedge/Trotsky.jpg http://i208.photobucket.com/albums/bb156/CCGirl_photos/Political%20Emoticons/Lenin.gif http://i168.photobucket.com/albums/u181/random_good_shit/800px-National-Bolshevik-Party.jpg How you like them apples? Good Day | |||
current mood: Idealist......... <.< current music: duke nukem theme the time: 6:35pm (EST) |
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