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Sometimes I think that the people around me don't really know me. Does that make sense? I am not what they expect me to be. I love dressing up, even though I don't do it that often. I can be really mean and catty sometimes. I love working and knowing that if I had to I could take care of myself, no matter what happens. Yeah, I work in a retail store, but it doesn't matter. I have a degree, am I using it? Not really, unless you count making Halloween costumes.
I know that people look down on other people who work in the service industry. I have worked a couple of jobs that were not the most prestigious, but did I do my best? Yes, I did. Have people treated me like dirt, even though I am the one trying to make their life easier? Yes, they did. Have I had money thrown at me while I was cashiering? Yes, I have. Does all of that make me want to work harder, and do my job better? No, it doesn't, but I know that at the end of the day most people are just doing their best to get by. I feel bad for the people that treat me badly because I know they are only doing it because they are unhappy with themselves. |
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