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i wanna go to heaven...
God, please take me away...
I don't want to live on earth anymore and make wrong decisions...
No one understands this pain inside of me that makes me want to explode.
literally... I feel like popping right now..
My head's tense and my heart hurts.
Only You can take away my pain, God..
Please take it now.
every conversation on this earth makes my heart cry out for happiness, and
it never completely comes my way.

She said everyone getting along was a joke, and i believED in it, until I was profusely shut down.
Why can't we all just agree and function normally I asked...
I get silence in response as to tell me there's no answer.
There's never been an answer for me...

Just want to slowly stop breathing... and drift away into a deep sleep where God can take me and love me forever without me messing up anymore... He has all the answers.. that's why I have none


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