|Joy. Chest pains.
Why is the world so impossible? It couldn't just be simple and nice? Noooooo.
I want to help. Can i? NO. I have the best intentions in the world, can i act on them? NO.
I'm not ugly, i'm cute, i'm great etc etc etc. Yet nobody who knows me sees this. Do i appear so different to those who know me online? I have plenty of faults, most are listed in this blog. The people who see me don't see these things and yet they still don't like me. Ha it makes no sense. The worlds gone mad.
But then, how would i fit in with it if it was how i want it to be? Nothing i want will work. Everything ends, why the delay?
|current mood: sad