Eternal.Pessimist
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About Me
Shall we start the egoism? Alright lets begin.
My Unofficial Family: Julia, Meli, Anni, Jeff, Sandra, Vic,Kitty, My BF Fite, KC, Andrew, Casey, Jack, Dick. I love them and would do anything for them.
I am a fairly quiet & shy person.
I'm here mostly for friends.. I'm not here to please anyone other than me. I am who I am take me as I am or just walk away.
I DON'T LIKE SHALLOW, NARROW MINDED PEOPLE HOWEVER I DO LIKE THOSE WHO ARE UNIQUE AND INTRIGUING.
SARCASM is a major part of me.. so expect it often.
I'm probably the most stubborn person you'll ever meet. If I want something bad enough I'll get it and let nothing get in my way.
On that note if your an obstacle, beware.
Strongly believe in the phrase "Live and let live" (:
How about a CLICHE one? I AM A REBEL.lol
I like to get dorky.
There is no such thing as a small change. You either go all the way or stay the same..But that is your choice..
I'M NOT PERFECT AND FOR THAT I WON'T
APOLOGIZE.!!!!
Likes
My guitar...repeating the same song over and over... Sun Set and Sun Rise.. Surfing...
Snowboarding... Laughing... smilling... yelling... arguing... you name i might say i like it.. Reading,
More about me..
YES My name is Ana
YES As of today i no longer have a boyfriend
YES I am complicated
YES I'm old enough to vote.. (:
YES I know you won't read this all
YES I'm discontent with the way I feel
YES I am discontent with myself
YES Bad things happen to me frequently
YES Sometimes on purpose
YES I think fate hates me
YES I hate fate twice as much
YES I live in Alabama
YES I hate it here
YES My heart lies in California
YES I can be a perfectionist
YES I try to accept ppl as the are
YES I'm very observant
YES I tend to over analyze things
YES I have a good memory
YES I tend to remember a lot
YES I sometimes smoke
YES I Drink
YES I can be a little cold hearted
YES I can also be a bit of a misanthrope
YES I'm almost always in a relatively good mood
YES I tend to be self loathing. Rarely though
YES I'm very picky
YES I sing, and write songs when inspired
YES I love music
YES believe when i say i love music. no joke!
YES Music is my life
YES I Love Rock, Metal,Goth music..etc
YES I bite
YES I'm very vengeful >.<
YES I hate mirrors...for obvious reasons
YES I hate Rap & Hip Hop
YES I'm a bit of a pessimist
YES I'm also the optimist
YES I'm a walking contradiction
YES I hate superficial ppl
YES I'm very superstitious
YES I may look the same as everyone else
Yes I can assure I'm different though
YES I seem fake and two-faced at times, but i can assure this time I'm genuine
YES I try not to ignore anyone
YES I'm an expert on the human mind (lies)
YES I believe in signs
YES I believe in karma
YES I'm obsessed with the full moon
YES I'm proud to be Mexican
YES I don't stressed all too much
YES I get tummy aches when I’m nervous
YES I miss the past
YES I dislike the present
YES I fear the future
YES I use the terms "right on" and "for not kidding" a lot
YES I've been hearing the words "I hope you feel Better" so much lately
YES I know why
YES I have a weak immune system and get sick easily
YES I love the rain and storms
YES I hate spiders
YES I have no sense of direction
YES I hate the heat
YES I like the cold
YES I get cold very easily
YES I suspect I'm crazy
YES I'm a nerd
YES I sometimes lack in self-esteem
YES I love Chinese food
YES I'm kinda paranoid
YES I can be anti-social
YES I can be overly dramatic
YES I tend to over exaggerate at times. haha!
YES I don't have good grammar
YES I have an extensive vocabulary
YES I can't stand when ppl ask me "What's Wrong?"
YES I hate sympathy
YES I understand you're concerned (nosey..hehe!), but there's always something wrong
YES I obsess over irony. I Love It
YES I can be a jealous person
YES I'm very sarcastic and witty
YES I'm prone to crash
YES I talk to much
YES sometimes that's not enough
Are you still reading?
YES I have no life
YES I'm also very funny
YES I have 2 piercings and 2 tattoos
YES I'm a huge nerd
YES I love the Cookie Monster
YES I have a heartgram logo tattooed on me
YES I love Marvel Comics
YES My favorite characters are The Silver Surfer & Venom
YES I love The Simpsons & Family Guy
YES I hate a lot of things
YES I love the 80's and 90's
YES I tend to deny some friend requests
YES I love the colors red, black
YES I got the idea to write this while I was in the shower
YES I attend College
YES I can be a very deep and emotional person
YES I play psycho analytic mind games A LOT
YES I want to be a rockstar
YES I play dumb...but I assure you I know EXACTLY what is going on
YES I hate CAPTCHA codes
YES I hate irresponsiblity
YES I also hate Responsibility
Yes I still know I'm a walking contradiction
YES I prefer "haha" over "lol"
YES boys are evil
YES girls are vicious
YES I'm Bi curious
YES I'm running out of things to say
YES half my life is online
YES I was born in California
YES I do love to read
YES I'm Obsessed with Ville Valo
YES I once fell in love with an asshole
YES I think I still love him
YES I'm pretty sure he hates me
YES i also think he wants to get even
YES I'll update this list frequently
YES I'm afraid of the dark
YES I'm afraid to lose the one i love
YES Today I lost the one I love
YES My fear came true
YES I now know he doesn't love me back
YES I he was lying to me
YES I think one of my best friends is hiding something
YES Everything went wrong and I hurt
YES I am still hurting from everything
Remember this always:
Never take what anyone tells you as absolute truth. Question, seek, and research to find the final truth. If you can't find it else where look deep within you.The answer you seek might come from within.
Writing, Singing out loud to my favorite song, drawing, sketching, Painting.
Music.....Music.....Music and umm Music..Bar fights...
Black/Death/Doom/Heavy/Goth...Etc.. Everything Metal...
Making Friends All around the world. dudes with long hair.. beer...um...beer...
Dislikes
Shallow /Narrow minded/ conservative/Fake people
Don't bring your drama to me.. i've had enough of it!!
It's not necessary..
I LISTEN TO A LOT OF RANDOM STUFF.. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT AND FEEL COMPELLED TO TELL ME, DON'T...
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!!
Favorite Music
The Music I Love!!
HIM
36 Crazyfists
3OH!3
A Life Once Lost
A Static Lullaby
A Skylit Drive
Gorgoroth
Nargaroth
The 69 Eyes
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
Drop Dead Gorgeous
Ivoryline
Mayday Parade
Gwen Stacy
Parkway Drive
Suicide Sielnce
Ajattara
The Acacia Strain
Bullet For My Valentine
Atreyu
Coal Chamber
DevilDriver
Moonspell
Into Eternity
The Haunted
Decapitated
Within Temptation
Opeth
Carpathian Forest
Arcturus
Enslaved
Enthroned
Darkthrone
Kataklysm
Nevermore
The Black Halos
Arch Enemy
Blind Guardian
Unearth
Blessthefall
Alesana
The Human Abstract
Underoath
Silverstein
The Agony Scene
Aiden
Bleeding Through
Darkest Hour
Demon Hunter
Eighteen Visions
Every Time I Die
Funeral For A Friend
Still Remains
Kill Hannah
Zao
Dillinger Escape Plan
Lullacry
Drowning Pool
Pillory
Dimmu Borgir
Penumbra
Black Sabbath
Iron Maiden
Judas Priest
Deep Purple
Dirty Americans
Watch the Die
All Shall Perish
Bleed the Sky
Bleed The Dream
Tristania
Leaves' Eyes
Exodus
Extol
Soil Work
Samael
Sonata Artica
Fireball Ministry
Old Man's Child
Darkane
Hammerfall
Demons & Wizards
Cryptopsy
Dark Tranquility
Iced Earth
Cradle of Filth
Immortal
Ensiferum
Lacuna Coil
Nightrage
Nightwish
Candlemass
Raunchy
Helloween
Mortal Treason
Norm Jean
Killswitch Engage
Senses Fail
Thrice
Avenged Sevenfold
Shinedown
Behemoth
Meshuggah
As I Lay Dying
All That Remains
At The Gates
Chiodos
Between The Buried And Me
Children Of Bodom
5 Finger Death Punch
Calico System
Caliban
Bring Me The Horizon
Iwrestledabearonce
xAFBx
Carnifex
Whitechapel
Born Of Osiris
Elysia
Dead Poetic
I Am Ghost
August Burns Red
Love Hate Hero
As Cities Burn
Opiate For The Masses
Dead Man In Reno
The Hope Conspiracy
Divine Heresy
War From The Harlots Mouth
Arsonists Get All The Girls
Ligeria
If Hope Dies
Dead To Fall
Blood for Blood
Bury Your Dead
Boston
Blood Has Been Shed
Comeback Kid
Cradle Of Filth
Denounce His Name
Crossbreed
Crossfade
Breaking Benjamin
Chevelle
Damage Plan
Earshot
Diecast
Disturbed
Emarosa
Drykill Logic
Emery
First Blood
Godsmack
Gwar
Haste The Day
From First To Last
Haste
Ghost Machine
Hawthorne Heights
Escape The Fate
Emmure
Endo
Misery Signals
Otep
Remembering Never
Seether
Flaw
Misery Index
Scars Of Tomorrow
Shadows Fall
Eyes To The Sky
The Scorpions
White Lion
White Snake
Great White
Megadeth
Sevendust
Sinai Beach
Fall Of Troy
Guns N' Roses
From Autumns To Ashes
Kittie
Sparta
Strata
Slayer
Lamb Of God
He Is Legend
In Flames
Heaven Shall Burn
Stained
Smile Empty Soul
Soilwork
The Black Dahlia Murder
Himsa
Jimi Hendrix
It Dies Today
Static-X
Horse The Band
Job For A Cowboy
Killwhitneydead
Lo-Pro
Strapping Young Lad
System Of A Down
Watch Them Die
Watch Me Burn
Lost Prophets
Mantis
Martyr AD
Taproot
Terror
The Apex Theory
Motograter
Mindless Self Indulgence
Orgy
Pink Floyd
My Ruin
Roses Are Red
The Birthday Massacre
The Doors
The Mars Volta
Pantera
Saosin
Saliva
On Broken Wings
Plushgun
LoveDrug
The Myriad
Envy On The Coast
The Exies
Day Of Contempt
Epica
False Start
The Academy Is.
Alexisonfire
The Plain White T's
In This Moment
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
The Red Chord
The Used
Sky Eats Plane
Mudvayne
Dead Hearts
Scarlet
See You Next Tuesday
Murderdolls
Mushroomhead
Through The Eyes Of The Dead
Throwdown
Trivium
Twelve Tribes
Walls Of Jericho
xDeadStarx
Dead Star Assembly
White Zombie
Winter Solstice
Dear Juliet
Tickle Me Pink
The Agonist
Amon Amarth
...And Oceans
Sepertine
Angtoria
Apocalyptica
Audiovent
Revis
Black Tide
The Bled
Bleeding Kansas
Cry For Silence
Death Angel
Exodus
Dragon Force
Eden Maine
Flee The Scene
Four Letter Lie
The Gathering
Head Automatica
Kataklysm
Matchbook Romance
Mnemic
Narcissus
Passenger
Phoenix Mourning
Rammstein
Sartyricon
Scars Of Life
School Yard Heroes
Shiny Toy Guns
311
12 Stones
30 Seconds To Mars
We The Kings
Wednesday 13
Vanna
TYR
Trust Company
Three Days Grace
Symphony X
Tarja
Stratovarius
Sugarcult
Straight Line Stitch
Stone Sour
SR-71
In Love And War
The Sleeping
Sixx A.M
Favorite Movies
Edward Scissor Hands, Crybaby,
Almost all movies in general.
anything by Spielberg and Burton.. etc.. I love all movies.
Horror/Action/Comedy/Suspense all my types of things
Favorite Books
The Heroin Diaries, The Silver Kiss, In The Forest of The Night, Companions of the Night,
Hawksong, Demon In My View, Shattered Mirror, Johnny Got His Gun, Catcher and the Rye, Of Mice and Men,
Blood and Chocolate. (the real story not that damn movie!)
Anything by H.P. Lovecraft, Stephen King, Anne Rice, (The Vampire Chronicles), Vivian Vande Valde,
Joan Aiken, M.T Anderson and the Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer.. The Historian..
I Love to Read...if you have suggestions I'm open ears to them...
Hahah. goooddd.
