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disturbedfr33k01
age: 19
sex: female
sexuality: straight
location: Nashville, North Carolina (United States)

Last online: September 2nd, 2010, 8:38 pm
member since: August 13th, 2009
title: Starling

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About Me

Me being artistically insane indeed :D Have you ever sat alone at night hearing the sounds of voices in your head. Evidence of the fucked up life that you have lead. I have been haunted by the voices of many things I dare not call people. Too dark, too grotesque to be imagined by anyone. My life I wish on no one. The darkness that consumes my soul with every breath. The hatred for myself that I hide so deep underneath my skin. I stare in the mirror and scream in my head "WORTHLESS". I walk everyday swallowing the emotions that once made me weak. Love is something I do not desire, nor is happiness, yet for the sake of others I allow myself to fall. The things in my mind that haunt me, that cause me to destroy myself. Ripping at my skin, hoping that the memories will leak out through my veins. Standing before you is a product of hell; with blood on her hands and death in her wings. I would be so quick as to hold a knife to your throat and pull, slicing the fragile flesh and allowing life to flow from your body, than you would be to run. Holding a gun, shoving the barrel down your throat watching your brains splatter against the wall as if I had thrown beautiful red paint onto a canvas. I would be the one to tie the rope around your neck and push you off the crate. To watch and laugh as your helpless body would swing side to side as you struggled for air. Cutting the rope after your corpse had turned blue. Bash your brains in with a baseball bat. I would watch you beg and plead for your life, knowing that you had no way to save yourself. When you look at me you see beauty... but how wrong are you all. I'm disgusting, hideous, strange, beautiful, fucked up, numb, fearless. I am Darkness, I am Light. I am the Parasite yet the medication. I am the Disease yet I am the Cure. I am the Corpse, yet the Maggot. I am Heaven, I am Hell. I am Love, I am Hate. I am the Creator, I am the Destroyer. I am Fiction, I am Reality. I am the Dream, I am the Nightmare. I am the Blessing, I am the Curse. I am the Beginning, I am the End. I am the One who brings condemnation, yet I am the Condemned. I am Life, and I am Death. I am everything you will never be.

Likes

Many things

Dislikes

More things than I like

Favorite Music

MUDVAYNE!!!!!!!!! Skillet, SlipKnot, Demon Hunter, Disturbed, Killswitch Engage, L'Ame Immortelle, Echo Image, Irvine, Akin, His Infernal Majesty, Nickleback, As I lay Dying, Blue October, Staind, Avenged Sevenfold, Black Stone Cherry, Breaking Benjamin, Everclear, Incubus, Everlast, Hinder, Korn, Linkin park, Puddle of Mud, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Misfits, Rehab, Saving Abel, Saliva, Against Their Will, Seether, System of a Down, Theory of a Deadman, Thriving Ivory, Trapt, Bullet for my Valentine, From First to Last, Hawthorne Heights, We Come as Romans, Trivium, The Cure, There are more, but I just cant remember.

Favorite Movies

Phantom of the opera, any horror movie (I do love a good thrill) Comedies, I love to laugh, it is quite fun.

Favorite Books

Anything by Edgar Allen Poe, John Donne, Shakespeare, oh man....any book with poetry or Science.

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DamienZygote	August 31, 2010, 10:54PM
Nihilistic1	Nice. ------ XxJosh// August 30, 2010, 3:57AM
Nihilistic1	Lol same here. ------ XxJosh// August 28, 2010, 2:41AM
Nihilistic1	I'm good. What u up to? ------ XxJosh// August 12, 2010, 4:46PM
Nihilistic1	Anytime. How are you? ------ XxJosh// August 11, 2010, 10:51PM
hotjuggalolove420	------ ♠Glimpse♠ July 8, 2010, 5:31PM
BadRad	Sir? thats what my dad calls me You can call me Rad BTW I added you on msn, i hope you don't mind ------ "Experts have figured out that the brain has no ability to actually predict your emotional reaction to life changes that haven't happened yet. In other words, you physically do not know what you want." David Wong June 9, 2010, 12:46PM
BadRad	Why thank you -_0 and i'm fine ------ "Experts have figured out that the brain has no ability to actually predict your emotional reaction to life changes that haven't happened yet. In other words, you physically do not know what you want." David Wong June 8, 2010, 11:42PM
BadRad	Hey hows it going? ------ "Experts have figured out that the brain has no ability to actually predict your emotional reaction to life changes that haven't happened yet. In other words, you physically do not know what you want." David Wong June 8, 2010, 10:12PM
Rok3r-28	Heyy! how are you? I was wondering, if it wouldn't be too rude, to ask if you'd maybe stop at www.myspace.com/lipslikebraille, and check out a couple of songs? LLB plays mostly acoustic, poprock stuff, sometimes verging heavier rims. We're currently putting together the first EP, and want to get the word out get as many people listening as possible, and I'd love to hear what you think! Hope you like it! ------ May 26, 2010, 11:07AM
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